Was the day that changed everything. I met the person who I thought would be a complete stranger but was mistaken. He ended up becoming someone I could love. Someone I could care for so much that I would literally drop everything in my path just to make him happy. Never in my 20 years of living on this planet, would I ever think that I would find this kind of person dancing on a pole at Kush Hookah Lounge.
I had gone to Kush
on this night because my plans to hang out with a guy in Dallas, someone I thought I liked, had cancelled on me. I went with friends. We made it a group thing. Just when I thought the amazing time, couldn't be any better; I met two people. My straight wife and my straight girlfriend. We were having an amazing time, but I had to pay. I was paying with my best friend and I noticed that some gay man had gotten on the pole, I had to stay and watch. I loved the fact he was a male dancing in front of a lot of people. He was accompanied by his friends. I was with a friend and I told her to get his attention, I never thought she would actually do it. He came over and we chatted. He introduced himself and the conversation just rolled off the tongue. He and his group sat with us. We chatted and everything, oddly enough, just clicked. The next day we had a date. Ever since then, we have been inseparable.
People
didn't always agree with me nor liked the fact that hung out with him, but all of that didn't matter. I was doing something that truly made me happy and I enjoyed every minute of the hour I got to spend with him. I always got stares from my friends, they always told me that he was my 'lapdog', or that he was always copying me; but all that I cared for was that he was there. It was odd when I met him, he was the first person to like me for me; not because I had something hanging between my legs. It was an odd thing for me to see someone so interested in me, not the sex, not the fact that they needed a boyfriend; but me.
January 20, 2011
was the day that we made it official. I remember thinking about the fact that he wanted to be in a relationship so bad that he had asked me twice before I said yes the third time. I remember thinking of ways to ask him. The final thought was to make him go a scavenger hunt. Make him run all over town going to every place I love and getting clues about the next. In every obstacle I would be someone I am close to waiting to give them the next clue. In the end, I would be at Eureka Park waiting, here is where we had our first date, so it was very special to me. But like normal, he was way to anxious to wait for me to ask him. I laughed so hard when I told him the way I had planned to ask him, he was so depressed he didn't wait.
The thing about him
was not that he was extremely cute, nor that he was sweet, or that everyone said we belonged together; but that he was actually interested in knowing everything about me. I love everything he has to offer. It amazes me everyday when he surprises me with something new. Something he doesn't know (I don't have the guts to tell you in person) is that every time we hang out, I stare at you with amazement. There have been times when he has told me that he is amazed and extremely thankful that someone like me is with him. But I honestly find it shocking and am thankful that someone like him likes someone like me. I see him, he has this beauty that I have always admired in a guy, but usually the guy I am admiring is away from me. But here I have this guy, who is completely handsome from head to toe, and he's totally head over heels for me. I found it completely shocking. I am always staring at him in amazement, see his beauty, and smile when he catches me looking.
I love him,
honestly I do. Everything about him, is just more than what I look for in a guy.
It's like fate brought us together."
I never intended for me to fall in love with him. It was never something I saw coming. I am slowly learning what it means to have someone that loves me for everything that I am.
The more I think about him,
the more my face tends to smile. I love everything about him. l love that I can be a complete goof ball and he will just be a goof ball right back at me. I love that I can crack jokes that are about him and he always knows that I am joking. I love his music, I have never met a singer and I believe he will go far. I have never had so much faith in a person than I have in him.
Clayton Kendall Bryant
I love you. I am extremely grateful to have found an amazing person to fall in love. I would never change a thing.
didn't always agree with me nor liked the fact that hung out with him, but all of that didn't matter. I was doing something that truly made me happy and I enjoyed every minute of the hour I got to spend with him. I always got stares from my friends, they always told me that he was my 'lapdog', or that he was always copying me; but all that I cared for was that he was there. It was odd when I met him, he was the first person to like me for me; not because I had something hanging between my legs. It was an odd thing for me to see someone so interested in me, not the sex, not the fact that they needed a boyfriend; but me.
was the day that we made it official. I remember thinking about the fact that he wanted to be in a relationship so bad that he had asked me twice before I said yes the third time. I remember thinking of ways to ask him. The final thought was to make him go a scavenger hunt. Make him run all over town going to every place I love and getting clues about the next. In every obstacle I would be someone I am close to waiting to give them the next clue. In the end, I would be at Eureka Park waiting, here is where we had our first date, so it was very special to me. But like normal, he was way to anxious to wait for me to ask him. I laughed so hard when I told him the way I had planned to ask him, he was so depressed he didn't wait.
was not that he was extremely cute, nor that he was sweet, or that everyone said we belonged together; but that he was actually interested in knowing everything about me. I love everything he has to offer. It amazes me everyday when he surprises me with something new. Something he doesn't know (I don't have the guts to tell you in person) is that every time we hang out, I stare at you with amazement. There have been times when he has told me that he is amazed and extremely thankful that someone like me is with him. But I honestly find it shocking and am thankful that someone like him likes someone like me. I see him, he has this beauty that I have always admired in a guy, but usually the guy I am admiring is away from me. But here I have this guy, who is completely handsome from head to toe, and he's totally head over heels for me. I found it completely shocking. I am always staring at him in amazement, see his beauty, and smile when he catches me looking.
I love him,
honestly I do. Everything about him, is just more than what I look for in a guy.
It's like fate brought us together."
I never intended for me to fall in love with him. It was never something I saw coming. I am slowly learning what it means to have someone that loves me for everything that I am.
The more I think about him,
the more my face tends to smile. I love everything about him. l love that I can be a complete goof ball and he will just be a goof ball right back at me. I love that I can crack jokes that are about him and he always knows that I am joking. I love his music, I have never met a singer and I believe he will go far. I have never had so much faith in a person than I have in him.
I love you. I am extremely grateful to have found an amazing person to fall in love. I would never change a thing.
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